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Larissa Lynn

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[01 Jul 2006|03:21pm]
sarahs gooone for a week.. ahhhhhhhhhhhhh!




that is all.
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2 days into summer [23 Jun 2006|05:17pm]
I broke up with Ryan, actully Michael and Kyle broke up with him for me. I've spent the last two days working out with senior citizens and running numerous laps down at hertitage park. Yeah I'm pretty cool. I'm getting a job at Stop and Shop in Middletown working 7 in the morning till 1 in the afternoon. So I still get to have a summer which excites me. I need to finsh my 6 drving lessons I missed in the next two weeks and start road lessons by next month.. Things are working out pretty well. Sometimes I feel like i'm missing something, I actully know that I'm missing something. But its nothing that I'm letting bring me down, it just hurts from time to time. =/
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06/07 shedule [20 Jun 2006|08:51pm]
A block - Honors English III room 393 S1
A block - College Physics room 307 S2
B block - Personal Money man. room 267 S1 (1,3,5)
B block - CPR/FIRST AID room 533 S1 (2,4,6)
B block - Phys. ED FLDH S1 (1,3,5)
B block - Public Speaking room 148 S2 (2,4,6)
C block - Geometry room 342 YR
D block - U.S History II room 362 YR
E block - Intro Sociology room 260 S1
E block - Business Law room 267 S2



I got a couple classes with a few of my friends like Erica Nutbrown, Timmy, and Gary D. but other than that i have no idea.. tell me if we have class togeter!!! =D
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[01 Jun 2006|04:52pm]
So i said I wouldn't write till things got substanially better...
Well they have, very much so and this makes me happy.
I took so unwanted advice and got myself in a postion I enjoy
I have an amazing boy friend now, that treats me wonderfully
With the closeing of the school year, I might be biology but oh well
I don't want him back now, I don't even care that he doesn't notice I'm alive
I should be swimming in my pool right now, I think I'll save that for later
I'm going to Salem next friday, and I'm ubber excited
I don't think things could make any more sense
I'm hopeing my jaw stops hurts from all this smiling I've been doing.
I love all my friends, espically those who have given me advice I didn't want, were hard on me when I needed it the most, and were just there. I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ♥
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[16 May 2006|09:49pm]

well well well
I don't think i'll write much at all
Intill things get better,
Intill people stop saying things
Intill I grow up
Intill they grow up
I don't want you to hate me cause I'm there
Thats just a waste of time
let me know if you get enjoyment out of it
becuase if you do by all means carry on.
I'm not happy thats not concealed at all
I'm sick of the way I carry myself
Yeah its pathtic
I need to learn
I need to move
I need to jump out a window tonight to stare at the stars
I have missed them on these rainy days, I have missed alot lately
I miss you, I might actully need you, but I know I want you
& intill this feeling quits I honestly have nothig more to say here
and I don't really have much more to say in general
in closeing.................
i love you
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[30 Mar 2006|09:07pm]
This girl is prone to disater
YOU ALREADY KNEW THAT
My birthday wasn't so swell
I cried the whole time.
YUCK INDEED
16 blows, haven't got the premit yet
I'm hungrey now, but theres nothing to eat
I just came home, my dad was here and all i gotta say is
WTF DUDE WHY TONIGHT
and everyone is fighting because stupidty is running rapid
These ponitless notes that invole my heart and tears kill me
I drew a picture today randomly and gave it to him..
THE PICTURE WAS INDEED GENUIS THE PURPOSE PONITLESS
and I met a boy, he smiled at me and said hello
GOSH HE IS GORGOUES.. WE'LL BE FRIENDS ♥
Were clypoto manics Sarah, Erin & I
MCAS is over I do believe I did quite well
My body is tired and I feel sleep is in need
I made his phone ring twice tonight he didn't answer
GOOD RIGHT? DIDN'T KNOW WHAT I WOULD SAY.. =(
Went to abbot and I fell apart
to bad the sky won't repeat everything i said to it about you
Erin&I layed on the slides and talked for 20 mins.
GOSH I LOVE THAT GIRL
Crying your eyes out isn't to much fun in the cold
IT JUST MAKES YOU COLDER
and I wish I had a clove right now
but I threw a pack out yesterday that contained my last one..
FUCK FUCK FUCK
I don't need it anyway, I should try and quit.
I DO THINK HE'D LIKE THAT
I ALSO THINK IT WOULDN'T MATTER
I hate being told what I already know
I can't let go completey so I guess I'm not getting over it
I often question why I'm sucha stubborn fool
GEEZ I MUST ENJOY BREAKIGN MY OWN HEART
& erica is right, I'm worthless to almost everyone
shes right that Phil was smartlike to leave me
the hoenst thing I don't quite remeber her exact words
but OMGOSH I do wish she'd keep Mr. Phillip out of her fights with me
Only blackmail she has on me that kills me everytime
oh my darling quite presidgic indeed..

BYE
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[25 Feb 2006|11:59am]
RANDOM UPDATE!!

Vaction was pretty sweet I'm not going to lie. My cousin has a myspace that my friends make me excited. I went on mutiple dates this week. ICK were not going to do that ever ever again. I haven't talked to Phil in 2 weeks. I'm not going to lie I'm sad but I need to do whats right. I like a boy a little bit, but I'm to young for him according to my bestfriend whom of which I trust with my life. Several people are angry with me, I'd rather not mention why. I'm done with the stupid things I do after this week I need to foucus on what I need to foucus on and stop taking the easy way out. Right now I'm going to go eat my lovely egg sandwhich that Erica Teves is in my kitchen creating for me, I'm going to dance around to music on fuse, shower, get my new cell phone, and then its off to Michael's House.. EEK! hopefully enless my plans totally switch around which they have been doing all to often lately..

ENDOFSTORY
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[31 Jan 2006|07:56pm]
[ mood | blank ]

Lets talk about today like someone is actully going to waste a cunk of their life reading this..Today didn't go all that well honestly it didn't go well at all. Accept having gym with a bunch of my friends, leaving school early, and watching madagascar with Vicky, SarahBeth, Erica, and Mark; the day was simply a waste of my breathing. Frequently I wished I would just stop all at once make everything whole in my mind and figure shit out.. not likey.

You honestly can't take the kid from the fight and it isn't to likey to take the fight out of this kid. I'm not one to shut my mouth when I'm thrown in a corner blamed for every action I didn't even make. I try to avoid fighting becuase I honestly do hate it but whats left for me to do when someone is mad at you and A. you have no idea why B. upon finding out your ubber pissed that blame is being pinned on you. In that split second after walking away from him and the bullshit about me that he carried to my group of friends I thought of what bobby told me the night before about how no one really needs anyone that we bring ourslefs to need someone which we don't. Then when its all done and said we contemplate how to get that person back into our lives and not how to move on to something better. At age 15 16 we aren't going to find the love of our lives if there really is a love of our lives but what we are going to find is that person that makes ours lives a little bit more meaningful for those moments when they are there. What is love anyway its something everyone is looking for but no one can define. Do you honestly want to live you life like that looking for a new love every second. I'm pretty sure when the real "love" comes around one will feel it and not have to contemplate over and over again is this love or is this lust. Sadly most of the time it is lust I'm not done thinking inside my own head if I have witnessed this "love" or simply infatuation. I know it sounds horrible but I do say that this will porbley be the last thing I ever write about the boy that stole my heart all those months back and now I'm here without. What does it matter though people walk into and out of our lives eachday why should one person stay a little while longer when they know themselves they have to go. No one should sacrfice there well being for anothers happiness.

So heres to you darling you helped me though the hardest times I ever had to go threw. You were there when everything was up and helped me back up when everything was down. I'll never allow myself to forget your smile or how big your heart was. But I hope when I wake in the morning I can just shake this all off like a bad dream and go back to the beginning when I ran away from you and how the telephone conversations were mostly of nothing more than laughs. If I could somehow get that back one day.. I'd be extremly grateful.

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[29 Dec 2005|04:17pm]
So Phil and I are prettymuch over. It hurts alot but I try not to think about it. I can only hope that things will get better and that we can still be close friends. I don't know where things went wrong. But I honestly don't think I'm going to be able to up and walk away suddenly
If your wondering Christmas was Okay I guess, I mean I didn't expect to lose the boy I loved the Monday before it but everyone over comes things and its time for me to over come this, we still spent the monday after christmas togeter and exchanged resents my ring is ubber lovely and I will keep it with me always even though were apart.
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[06 Nov 2005|08:59am]
[ mood | confused ]

Yesterday was splended, I meet a good amount of his family and managed not to make a idiot out of myself which is really good if you ask me. Things with me and Phil are wonderful, and I don't think they could get any better... But now I'm left with my own set of worries becuase I don't know any better and I might just bring the whole ship down with me.

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[05 Nov 2005|11:24am]
Meeting his extended family today....
OMGosh so nervous.
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[14 Oct 2005|11:55pm]
[ mood | loved ]

Larissa and Phil are offical Niggah <33

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Wonderful...<33 [01 Oct 2005|08:43am]
[ mood | flirty ]

Lastnight I ran into Jess.. She told me that my livejournal entires made her sad becuase Larissa never seems to be happylike... well jess.. read this <33

-last night was abosultly wonderful.. Actully simply yesterday was wonderful.. Its amazing really when you have someone you get to see after A block and E block it makes the day go bye sooo much faster and makes you actully want to go to school.. Yesterday went by so fast I got to see the lovely boy after A block which just makes my day so much more nicer. I didn't get to see him after E block.. that made me frown a bit but thats all.. After school me, sarah, mike, jordan, phil (the lovely boy) went to the mall. It was so much fun, it was full of jokes and laughter and i was simply amazed on how happy i was.. I beat Phil in air hockey (even though he cheated) and even got to hang out with Alex and Dreck for a little bit.. yea they still are really cool. I played some ddr and saw Jess.. yay <33 Watched Mike, and Phil play hockey heard some wirid stories and almost got hit with a pool stick..


-Then there was the ride home... I had a gun lol well a plastic one and i was shooting everyone.. (Phil died several times and I did like 3 times) I got tired and leaned on his shoulder and he put his head on top of mine.. which was so wonderful it made me smile so much.. yet we continued to joke around which made it soo much better. We went to mikes house and watch the family guy movie that was funny and the night was still wonderful.. I fell asleep close to him with my head on his shoulder and when i woke up he was smileing at me.. It made me feel absoulty wonderful...

So that was my night.. no need to vent I'm still even smiling. today is my little cousins birthday at the funhouse in swansea me and sarah are going haha my cool cousin matt shall be there to... maybe I'll win another fish.. I'm still working on re-doing my room I have my ideas I just have to put them to work.

Love Always
-larissa lynn <33

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2005-2006 Classes! [01 Sep 2005|11:42pm]
[ mood | crazy ]

PORTUGUESE 1 354A S1 A
COMMERICAL ART I 127 S2 A
UNITED STATES HIS. 350 S1 B
SOPHORMORE PE & HEALTH 532 S2 B
DEVELOPMEANTAL ALGEBRA 442 YR C
HONORS ENGLISH II 493 YR D
COLLEGE BIOLOGY 413 YR E


Leave a comment it we have class togeter..
Right now I have math with Crsytal..
and Gym with vickytori!

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Wishful thinking [31 Aug 2005|01:20pm]
[ mood | good ]

Summer is almost over. It wasn't all that exciting. I love SarahAnn and Ryan Richard with all my heart though they are my two new bestfriends. John and I are simply friends, which makes me happy to an extent. I think that getting involed with him would have lead to heartbreak and lots of mistakes.. Who knows maybe something good will come around later?

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[26 Aug 2005|08:21pm]
[ mood | content ]

Date with John on Sunday <33

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[30 Jun 2005|08:03pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Shaun broke up with me. I really don't want to talk about it..

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[23 Jun 2005|05:02am]
[ mood | loved ]

Larissa and Shaun are finally going out <3

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FRIENDS ONLY [02 Jun 2005|10:19pm]

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LEAVE A COMMENT AND YOU MAYBE ADDED..
I DON'T WANT ANY DARMA AND NO I DON'T WANT TO JOIN YOUR COMMUNITY <3
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